Monday, September 10, 2012

dissapointed~

salam..well...i dont know where to start actually...but yeah...since i dont have anyone else to talk ..so i decide to express my feelingss here...

well last nite we already can check our result for intersesi subject..perfomance management...well..
ok...first thing i want to luah is.. y i sacrifice my 1 month semester break utk digantikan dgn belajar for dis subject? is dat to get the good result..yeap..get the better result bcoz this subject is 4 unit,so im better be prepared...so ok...dalam bulan puasa pulak tu kan..sacrifice my time utk tidak berpuasa bersama keluarga...sacrifice my time utk belajar even kwan2 lain syoq bercuti...im the one yg sgt excited utk amek intersesi ni...

ok...so berbalik kepada cerita about last nite...well...we already got the result..so result xseperti yang aku expect lah..but mcm biasa..i will said alhamdulilah coz xfail...but when it compares with  my expectation...rasa sedih ada...frust pun ada...ditambah pula dgn kwn2 dapat good result. ok...aku xjeles...tp mcm sedih depa dapat baguih...tp ni pesan kakak aku...bergembiralah dgn result yg aku dapat...mungkin kawan2 aku dah rezeki depa mcm tu...so bergembiralah utk kawan sama..

mak pulak ada bagi nasihat yg betul2 memulihkan diri ,hati dan perasaan aku...thanks mak... insyaALLAH...ada hikmah yg tersurat tersirat....mayb kena banyak lagi usaha...tgk balik apa kelemahan,kenapa dapat mcm tu....n gunakan kekuatan utk atasi kelemahan... insyaALLAH...
aku harap aku akan berjaya utk sem ni..insyaALLAH.~res