dear heart......im sory

once again....because of me..u get hurt....im so sorry....im so sorry....u deserve to feel da happines....but i always give u tears...im so sory...once again..u have to be strong...im so sory.....once again...u always to motivate ur self to make u strong enough to face dis...im so sorry...
dear heart...
 i truly believe that apa yang allah buat ni ada hikmah...n allah dah atur elok dah utk kita...so be strong my dear...be strong....
once again...i can feel you.....dat u was crying there...in deep of my heart....im so sory....forgive me...plis....forgive me..........

grrrrrrrrrrrrrr....~

time to start da effort! for what?? for love??? booooooo...nooo lah! effort for my finallll exam!!!!!!! yeah.....xberapa lama lgi nak final....tp skrg tengah terumbang ambing,so i think dis is da right time to make it perfect! xterlambat lagi....but mcmana dgn cinta saya?????? argh...letak jauhhhhhh nuuuuun di sana....i dont want to care about it anymore...seriously......

salam..~ =)

i've already got the answer ....but...

well....a kind of busy lately..but dalam masa yg  busy tu...im stil waiting....waiting n waiting..until dis moment....im still waiting....kalau esok pun..im still waiting......lusa pun ..im still waiting... im still waiting walaupun im guess dat i already have n know da answer....da answer is not....he cant accept me....but im still waiting....im still waiting....im still waiting n doa.....yes..im still waiting..........

teman ilmu ( homemade!!! puisi for dinner PDP )

sayu terngiang suara ibunda ayahnda tercinta...
mengharap serimbun kejayaan mekar disinar cahaya..
kita ini gigih berusaha sekelam manapun beban dirasa...
ketika diri ini mencari ilmu yang nampak samar dalam cahaya..
kadangkala tersungkur jua dilembah kegelapan..
kerana adakalanya langkah kita tersasar...

berkorban menyulam ilmu setiap masa adakalanya kita alpa..
kadangkala keringat lelah buat kita berputus asa..
dalam relung waktu...datang teman bisikkan bicara keinsafan..
teman memberi kekuatan tika kita diuji dengan dugaan...
saat aku mulai hilang keyakinan...
TEMAN...kalianlah yang menyalakan harapan...

TEMAN...dalam relung waktu mengejar ilmu...
aku menitiskan air mata keharuan...
kerana kau datang disaat aku malang...
disaat aku mula merasai cita-cita ku terhalang..
terhalang oleh semua kealpaan dunia...

buat para TEMAN yang terlahir dalam relung waktuku mencari ilmu...
yang telah hadir dalam absen diriku..
tiada kata yang dapat mampu kurungkai..
semua tercantum dalam ukiran hati yang tidak bisa bernyanyi...

aku bersyukur ya allah...
seluas lautan pun bukanlah menjadi ukurannya...
segala ilmu yang ku cari adalah milikmu ILAHI... tuhan maha pemurah..
bukan miliku pinjaman sementara..
syukur alhamdulilah...
kerana tika jasad gigih meneroka ilmu,kau berikan teman disisiku......




puisi ni dikarang pada hari jumaat jam 3 pagi =)
tugasan membaca puisi bersama sahabat kitee cik hasrulnizam hassan...
=)

                                                   TEMAN BERPUISI....... =)

i'll wait for u...

I know you're not ready,
But for love, I'll wait for you.
To have a chance at pure happiness,
I'll wait for you.

I'll give you all the space and time you need.
I know you need to mend a broken heart, you have wounds that need to be cleansed.
I know that you have some secret scars only you know about.
I know there are hurts that you have no desires to remember or even speak out loud.

I'll wait for you and be your friend until the very end.
If you give me a chance, I will show you that I can be your lover and your best friend.

I'll wait until you are ready to show love and let love in.
I'll wait until you are whole, and complete on the inside.
I'll wait until the real you comes out and that you are no longer holding back.

I know it's not me, but this phase is all about you.
I understand that you're hurt, and to open up,
Is something that you just aren't willing to do.

But for my true love I'll wait for you.
To let my mask go, I'll wait for you.
To risk waiting on my soul mate, I'll wait for you.
To fully release the love I have inside, I'll wait for you.

I'll wait to cater, pamper, and to serve you!! 

what else i can do....~

         WHAT ELSE I CAN  DO...JUST PRAY TO GOD THAT HE CAN GET WELL SOON....AMEEN....~